Anyone here have narcissistic parents? Do you think mine might be?

My parents are the same - poor you. I can't do anything right - I have bought shame on the family and they are so disappointed in me. I tried to commit suicide at 11 years old and all they were worried about is what people would think. In fact my dad explained how to kill myself properly. I miscarried my first child - my dad said good as it may turn out like me. Nastiness all the time. I am 45 and I still get it. People tell me to keep away from them as they are toxic - but I can't. Good luck.