GIRLS OR BOYS!!: what do you think about this?

Okay he sounds like a douche. Honey i don't want to sound mean but you sound clingy. Let him go. I don't think he hates you but this should be clear he doesn't like you, I'm sorry about that but you need to move on and give him his space. From these messages it seems you made him uncomfortable and he didnt know what to say. He was trying to be nice by blaming himself making you feel you shouldn't want to be friends with him when in reality he really doesn't want to be friends. The end was a clear sign you were annoying him. My advice is to let him go. He isn't worth being friends with and holding onto...and believe me. It's not better talking to him than not talking to him at all. People always think they should be friends but it doesn't work. Don't try to be friends with an ex unless your guy's relationship was like a friendship and you were close enough to still be friends. You will know when that is. And even than it isn't right away. Give him his space and leave him alone. You will be fine without him and deserve MUCH better.