How can I start eating in front of people again?

I get it. I do. I was like that, kinda still. But be confident. You really need to love yourself and say hey, "I'm not so bad". I know I sound like some counselor right now, but seriously that's just the way to go. :] You may feel fat, but just look around, there are people much MuCh bigger. We're human, we eat. we drink, we laugh, and we make mistakes. If someone says something, ignore it, think something happy, call someone and just talk about something funny. It'll take your mind off of things. It's going to be hard, but you'll get there. Good luck! :D And always stay happy