Please help...what's wrong with me?

your mourning his loss like when a loved one dies heres what your going to do, indulge in guilty pleasures, one hang out with ben and jerry two boys who will never break your heart, two your gonna watch reruns of your favorite comedy shows like family guy or if your younger then watch whatever you kids watch now a days, three write a sad poem in your diary and move on he made the mistake not u dont let him ruin ur life let him realise he ruined his own by letting you go